My Voice

 You will never understand,
(Edited 9/6/2013 to correct typos)

 Many ask me why I see "God" (or, in my more spiritual view, the great energy that created all of existence) as that of a feminine nature as opposed to masculine.
I ask you to look around your world - look at all the perfection: the precise laws of physics, the Fibonacci sequence, the genius of evolution, etc. When I see these things, I could only believe them to be created by a feminine force (note: I do not say a woman - I do not believe "God" is neither male nor female.) Such perfection must be the result of the greatest and purest power that exists in our world - love. And what greater, deeper love is there than that of a mother - the one who forms life and gives birth to great and precious miracles? Everything in our existence is such a great and precious miracle - every detail of our existence so precise and perfect - I can only conceive its conception from a deeply loving, caring, mothering force. Masculine forces are swift, reactive, rough - not at all what something so perfect and elegant requires to come into existence. No, such beauty, perfection, and precision must come from the careful and loving conception of a Mother.
I am not saying "God" is a woman or that "God" is not a man - simply that I believe "God" is a force and is a feminine (vs. masculine) one.



Google Chrome is amazing. I actually wrote this a few days ago but accidentally closed Chrome and thought it was gone forever. Then I came back to post and it asked me if I wanted to restore what I'd written. <3

- Edit 12/20/2013 -

Looking back on this, I see already I have grown.
The omniverse is neither solely feminine nor masculine. It is androgynous, a perfect balance of the two.
Yin and yang, female and male, feminine and masculine, water and fire, earth and wind.
It is when we upset this balance that our world falls into chaos and what a chaotic world we have created for ourselves.
Will we ever find balance again?

Many people believe that we chose our parents in the spirit world in order to give ourselves the lives we would need to learn the lessons we've yet to learn. Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if I did not just choose my parents but, rather, this entire reality. Are all of you here simply because my soul believed this is what must be in order for me to learn all I must learn? Did we all create this reality together in order to teach each other? What a magnificent miracle life is! No matter how we were created or how our destinies were planned, you can not deny the insurmountable number of lessons life offers us. Every moment is a rush of emotions and sensations - every breath, thought, and heartbeat a miracle. Happiness, pain, joy, sadness, love - every emotion so strong and so fantastic, whether we realize it right now. Our spirits were born in a world of everything but, perhaps, it was so much that we never had the opportunity to experience any of it. How do you notice anything when everything is always exactly the same? Perhaps this is why we are here. We were created to feel every sensation, experience every emotion - but with only so much at a time so we could really take it in. I find myself looking at the world with a sense of wonder I have no felt since I was a small child. Every time I touch a tree, I envision the networks of veins within it and feel the life surging through it. Every time I watch a bird take flight, I am fascinated by the idea of how it must feel to leave the solid world beneath you and soar into a universe all your own. Every time I reach my hand into water, I allow myself to focus on and experience every stream of the current within it. Why did it take me so long to realize how fantastic this world is? How can we deny the existence of magic when it is obvious that we are surrounded by it - were created out of it! Do you not see it? Stop for a moment... Close your eyes, reach up and feel your heart beat. Combine the science of your body with the spiritual miracle of your life and then you'll feel it - the magic that is you.